The Empty

Thought I saw you in my dreams that day. Must have been me hallucinating again. I wish I had the courage to call you and ask you how you were. I miss you. And I hope you know that. Do you know I miss you.

I think I know what you will say. That you know that I miss you. And you missed me too. How easy it would be not to look beyond the lie. But I still miss you. Still love you. Just the way you are. Just the way you were. I wonder how you are now. How you look. Have you lost weight. Put on more pounds. How's that skin rash? Are you going to miss the army?

Funny how you would look. Don't know how I would react. Or pretend for that matter. You're still with that youthful vigour. Which I hope you never lose. You still have 5 more years and after to prove yourself. But the rate you're going, it might turn out otherwise. I have faith in you. In what you want to do. Just don't hurt another person. Nor carelessly bed another soul.

Goodnight sweet love.
posted by charlieboy at 7:22 AM